So, yes...

I do realize that I haven't posted in days. Let me fill you in... I have good news and bad.
So I did not get a Les Paul. =^/ If I don't get one for my birthday this coming June, then I guess I'll have to save up myself. I saw one for $450 somewhere on the internet [[gasp!]].
But the good news is I got a Wii, and Pokemon Battle Revolution. Very addicting. Very, VERY addicting game... And a VERY cute jacket [[Note to self: Post pic of jacket]]. I also found a guitar teacher! He taught me a very interesting way to remember the six strings:

Easter
Bunnies
Get
Drunk
After
Easter

Very entertaining, yes?
Whoawhoawhoa what was that? Eh. No matter. I'm hungry. Grilled cheese sandwich, maybe? Hm. A penny for your thoughts. Or, rather, mine.

I can't stop thinking about Cory. AKA Mr. Stand up bassist. I'm going with Catherine this coming Spring; the next youth symphony concert. Maybe I can get further than where I am now? That is, if he doesn't, um, have Keith's martial status...

Stay tuned.

Finally!...

I have finally posted a picture onto my profile. I am the brunette, and Blondie is my friend Tenika. =^)

Um...Ouch?

Okay! You know what stinks?
There's this guy who's got a great voice, and plays guitar, but he's already in a band. That's not the point though.
You know what else? He's got a great voice, he plays guitar, he's taller than me, he has sandy colored hair and a great smile and...
He's a year younger than me.

Ouch.

Stay tuned.

The end of that?

I found out that Keith knows I like him. Keith Mays. Who has a girlfriend. And I have no clue of what he thinks of me. I shouldn't think about it. "Leave it be," so many people say; including myself! But... I just can't stop thinking about it. Marissa told me he knows. Along with their entire advisory. Plus Kim. Kim being his girlfriend. Bryanna told him. I just know it.
I also wrote a new song last night, "Testing", and I'll post up the lyrics, but nothing else yet because the song itself, the melody and the words alone, is all I've got so far.
Also, yesterday was our school dance. I was talking to Julian and David sits on my same bench. It didn't get bad until he SCOOCHED CLOSER to me. I know he knows he needs to keep his distance from me. That little perv needs to get the hint. He hasn't already; beLIEVE ME. I was eating some nachos [["No food or drinks inside the cafeteria" said Ray.]] The DJ pulled a fast one on everyone and played some country. "I like country. Let's dance," he said. [[As if I would with you... I can't even think of a suitable insult.]]
Thank God I chose to get the nachos.
And here I sigh one of sweet relief.

Stay tuned.

The good, the bad, and the... I don't know.

I’m so depressed I can hardly type keys. Keith, I can [[almost]] safely say is seeing someone. I think. Emotions prior to heartbreak always seem to happen afterwards, when it hurts most, and you can’t do anything about it. In middle school, it seemed not as many people could tell if you felt down, only those who knew you best, or just people persons. Or, to say the least, nobody cared. Not so in high school, or at least here. Sometimes, all I have to do is walk up to people and they’ll know something’s up, and they’ll ask what’s bothering me. Dane says he normally tries to steer clear of emotions. How could someone possibly escape from something like that?
However, all is not lost. Maybe. On Saturday, Catherine and I went to Caroline’s Youth Symphony concert, and there’s this bassist named Cory [[Corey?]]. He’s a freshman, too. And if Kay, Joey and Robert believe in me, at the least, then I won’t be afraid to say hi to him. Catherine and Caroline think he’d a good match for me. But saying it doesn’t always make it so…

Stay tuned.

Sigh...

I don't know who to believe. Trey thinks Keith's not seeing anyone. Bryanna does. So much, in fact, after music today when I told her about my liking Keith for the first time, she said, "Unreachable." Very bluntly and rude, and Bryanna-ish, might I add...

Stay tuned.

WhoaWhoaWhoa! Who doesn't get what?

So many thoughts!
I went to see Kay this morning and she said Keith’s seeing someone. Then I went to see Joey and Trey and he said he wasn’t. So on stretch break, I’m off to see Kay. Again. It was weird because Kay looked so sad, and maybe even sadder about Keith than I was. I told her it no big ot me; it‘s happened to me so often. Which is probably the same reason Kay gave me a hug. Oh well. Istill have to go see her.
And now…
Dane came to sit next to me this morning and asked, “What has David ever done to you?”
You’re kidding, right? Are you blind and/or deaf?
…
Well, are you? He said he would be touched. Wow. That from a guy with a girlfriend. He said he thinks I’m special. “Define special,”
Got him. He went silent. Maybe because I won, maybe because he thinks I don’t get it. I just don’t want to lose friends from this. I especially don’t want t a friend like Dane to think I don’t get it. Love, I mean.

I’m considering asking Bryanna if she would like to be lead guitar for ATM. She has such brilliant ideas for music! But she’s so arrogant! Our song is now called “Distance” and I am now finished! Maybe I should ask Valori for advice on adding Bryanna?

Oh yeah. And Dane got a haircut and it looks vaguely like David Lance's...

O_O

Stay tuned.

And finally...

A post from thoughts that actually occured today!

It's Friday and today, people recieve candy grams at their final class of the day. If it didn't start already, my life is either one step closer to happiness, chaos, or both. Maybe something else, but definately, not nothing. Something will be different. I just know it. But what?...

Stay tuned.

Over the past two days...

My internet wasn't working. So let me fill you in...

12.12.2007: I sent a candy gram to him. Him being the guy I'm too nervous to talk to. I sent it from "..." of course, and then I drew a Les Paul and said that it wasn't the best guitar I've ever drawn, but actually, I think it was... =^P

Stay tuned.

And finally...

What actually hapened today. Sort of.

12.11.2007
Environmental Engineering
Yesterday after school, Amanda told me she knows about David. More pity. Making at least ten plus one. But Sean knows now. No pity there. He’s having a great old time with it. Seriously. You have no idea. Alana found out that Sean’s sending David a gram in my name. And if Sean’s going to write it, I’m in for it. I can probably suppose it’s going to be [[semi-]] inappropriate. Meaning someone will get in trouble. And there’s no reason why it has to be me. Is there?

Is there?

Uh-oh. I’m in trouble now. Unless Joey can help me out with this…

Stay tuned.

Here comes a long one...

Why? Because this is what has happened so far ever since I found out about Daivd...


11.30.2007
Environmental Engineering
Wow. Ever since I found out David Lance likes me, about five guys showed pity for me. Like Max, Ryan, Phoenix, Roberto, and most recently, Joey. Poor Joey has to sit next to him when he carpools and Joey claims David constantly breathes in his face, poses as comic relief, has a bad haircut, wears shorts and tucks in his shirt, is downright scary [[emphasized in the past few weeks]], and, well, is really mean. Seriously. And I learned his mom’s a cop and just recently we discovered that she was talking trash about us. Jeez. Let me define genetics. So, in retrospect, and just now, adding Caitie, who is not a guy, that makes up six people. Five of them being guys. Max, Ryan, Phoenix and Roberto said I needed bodyguards. [[Them? Phoenix seemed to survive David the first time.]] Joey and I came up with a bunch of ideas like yo-yoing [[retarded]], having a shoe for boyfriend [[bad kisser]], and Joey even thought of pretending to be my boyfriend [[even worse kisser?]] We agreed I was too tall for him. Then again, I’m too tall for David Lance, too. Moreover, should David want, uh, “evidence”, and we can’t supply it… Well, we’d be screwed now, wouldn’t we?
So, I thought I could just borrow Joe Jonas [[who is taller than me, nicer and funnier than David, has nice hair, and eyes, and whatnot.]], which is pretty much like Joey’s idea of me having an imaginary boyfriend.

Joey just told me to [[pretend to]] hate comic books because David likes them. That’s a no. I think comic books are okay. I guess. When I asked Joey what kind of comics, he replied, “Oh he makes his own.”
…

...


I’ll make a note of that one. Kudos to you, Sparky. Kudos to you.


12.07.2007
Environmental Engineering
I think I may have been wrong about the amount of guys at this school. This one guy in Music with me… Keith Mays… He’s pretty stupendous. He plays guitar and likes the Plain White T’s. I just wonder what he’s like. He’s on Ted and Kay’s team, and he has Engineering as well. I know Kay and Michelle. And Ted. [[!]] Maybe they know what he’s, erm, “like”? But I’ll definitely ask someone for advice. Ms. Moran and Mr. Davis already helped me with my, ehem, “David” situation, but what would they have to say about trying to get to know Keith better? Maybe Ray can help? He seems shy. But polite! I mean, how many guys his age still say “excuse me” before they ask you what time it is or whatnot? Keith, obviously. I don’t recall having met very many. He’s tall. Tall as in taller than Justine. At least 5’10”, but no taller than 6’0”. He has long light brown hair. It’s not really long, like Chris or Javi’s, but long enough to call long. I don’t know what color his eyes are yet. I don’t remember having made eye contact with him. But they’re either brown or blue. Possibly hazel. It would be so awesome if his eyes were grey, but I don’t think they are. He seems to be making some sort of effort though. But how could I say that with my past in this sort of thing? But asking for the time… I just felt it. And I could feel his eyes looking after me when I walked down the halls yesterday. Or maybe he wasn’t watching me. Still, I didn’t want to look back and check…


12.10.2007
Environmental Engineering
I found Keith’s MySpace on Saturday [[the system works!]]. It took him about a minute or two to find out who I was. Less than two. Scary fast? Scary slow? Scary okay? Who knows? As soon as I said I had the red sunburst Carver with the whammy bar, he knew me right away. I’m asking Angie [[Guerrero]] for advice today. And maybe I should ask Ms. Perez about him, too…
Wait a minute!
Am I on a quest to find out the opinion of every teacher in this school and their opinion of Keith?
…
I suspect so.


12.10.2007
Math/Physics
I talked to Kay during lunch. We had such a nice talk! She told me that Keith is really quiet and reserved. Another reason to really keep it together around him. No biggie. I can do that. I think. Kay also understands. She says Keith’s sort of hard to approach. We don’t really know why, but we agree. We just don’t know why.
Music is going amazingly. Bryanna and I are writing a song; we already have a lot of the first verse. Just less than five more lines, and we can finally move onto either working on a bridge or a chorus.

Stay tuned.