WARNING: GET READY. IT'S A LONG ONE.
So.
Catherine is the best person I've ever met at leading me on. Even better than Dad, who hasn't even been doing it lately. =^)
But why? Let me fill you in...
TIMELINE
12.01.2007: Cathering invites me to her sister's Youth Symphony concert. She needed someone to go with her, I needed someone to battle. Go figure. I see Corey; the inevitable has happened.
12.06.2007: Catherine knows about me liking Corey and says we're a match and invites me to the next YS practice. Says it's cool with her mom.
12.08.2007: Catherine says it's a no-go all of the sudden?
She does this one more time the following week, but the time after THAT [[this time]], it actually starts to bother me...
01.17.2008: So she asked me to the YS practice. Again. Once again, her mom says it's cool.
Or did she? Because on...
01.18.2008: Catherine again says it's a no-go. And tries to make it up with window shopping. Which I actually didn't mind. But her mom said she lied about that, too...
What's up with her??? Catherine, I mean. It's one thing that she's lying, but it's another that we're dealing potential love here!
...Unless she was leading me on about Corey being right for me, too? I don't wanna risk that. No. I know that's true. Gulp.
I mean... What's up with that?
Also, an update about the whole passion conflict: I got a call from Todd Keegan, the executive director of the E[[ast]]C[[ounty]]Y[[outh]]S[[ymphony]]. Which obviously means SOMEBODY[[this is the part where I look at squarely at Mom]] called him BEFOREHAND.
Okay. So the only reason I'm playing violin is because Mom and Dad got me into some sort of deal without me knowing [[so is it really a deal?]] that I can only move forward in guitar if I keep violin alive. I had no idea this involved me having to join a group!... When I SUCK. I'm playing violin for the first time in a year! Mom wants me to join ECYS??? Which, incidently, is the same ECYS Corey is a part of.
Hm...
Stay tuned.
PS: The Carvin [[New Name Pending]] is tuned and has a new battery!
1.20.2008
True love, friendship, and... Love.
As Told by Roary around 21:41
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Hey Roary. Thanks for the e-card and your comments on last post. It really means allot to me. Nice to know someone cares. You and Mike and Kairi have all been so kind to me. Warms my heart. Sorry to hear about your Grandma last March. I sure hope both Dad and Mickey go like that, in their sleep. It will make it much easier for all of us. :(
OK, on to your stuff. Hmmmm....I hate to say it but it sounds like good ole Catherine is using you. I know this from experience as I was treated like that in school too. I say dump her and move on. Find some people who aren't user's and just want you around when it's convenient for them or they don't have anyone else.
As for the Violin and the ECYS, why not go for it. Learning how to play the Violin will greatly improve your guitar playing. An ex-boyfriend of mine played both. A trick he used to do is put masking tape across the neck where the frets would be, to help him play it. I'm sure it will all come back to you. And if Corey is already in the band, well hey, that's icing on the cake. :)
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