Can you spell "heartbreak?"...

...I can.

N O A H.

Yup.

Remember when he said he liked me back and everything? Epic lie. What's more is that there's someone else.

But I feel fine about that [[Wow!.]]; it's something else that really bothers me...

Why is everybody worried about autism? So many people are avoiding vaccinations because of it. Is it really something worth maybe risking your life for? Is being different really that bad?

And that's not the end of it. I'm so mad at David, beyond foul language. He is so on his last straw. He is beyond his last straw. He is now in negative straws.

Whatever.

Many of HTHCV's new incoming students will have disorders such as autism and ADHD. Fran decided it would be best if we researched these disorders. I said I would cover autism; and David said...

"I used to think I have autism. Turned out I was just stupid."

He thought this was a joke, by the way. I have no idea why this bothers me so much and whatever went down with Noah doesn't.


Maybe because... I'm autistic... And I don't see why that's so bad.

Well, actually, I am diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome. Which, technically, is autism.

I have no idea why so many people look down on it; autism and Asperger's, to be precise. Are we different because we're bad? I like being different. I guess I like being bad, in doing so.

I know who I can talk to about this. I already talked to an adult; Fran was not too happy of a camper. But I really hope I can see Julian tomorrow.

Julian has been one of my best friends since seventh grade. He is one of the funnest people to talk to. He knows what's been going on with Noah and I; I know he can cheer me up...

Stay tuned.