Come Crashing Back to Earth

So here I am again... I'm near positive that Josh doesn't like me.

So in the morning, I asked him if he wanted to hang out during lunch... He said yeah; he had a project to work on, but other than that, sure.

Uh, which explains why he was with his friends at lunch, right? Sighh...

Keith even told me to keep cool; there could be a million reasons why we didn't hang out... But I'm just me, so I jumped to conclusions, thinking that it's because he doesn't like me. And I'm still thinking that...

Stay tuned.

Held underwater...

GREAT NEWS !!

Josh said he wasn't freaked out by my unexpected (for both sides!) telling him that I like him. We're getting to know each other better, and the signs he shoots at me are still looking way positive! I can't wait for tomorrow... We're playing Capture the Flag (as usual) and, if all goes well, a game of hook-up tag (yet another game that only Ms. Moran can explain correctly)?

After talking to him after school, and finding out that he wasn't creeped out, I felt this overwhelming sense of joy and relief (I've still got it!); I suddenly started taking deep breaths, and it felt like I was underwater for so long, and I was finally given the chance to breathe again...

Stay tuned.