FINALLY.

After, what? Three weeks? I am FINALLY ready to send in this entry form. And with good timing, too because the contest ends in March and then they go through the grueling process of choosing a winner. So no matter if I win or lose, you'll be hearing from me about what happens around the beginning of April...

Stay tuned.

So I MAY have forgotten to post this...

Hehehe... Um.

So there is a contest to win a chance to meet Tony. Yes I am going to enter. Of course, Caitie already had her fun [[could there be more?]] of putting me down with, "Are you really that desperate?" and, "For all you know, he could come off as a real jerk!"

Okay that was really mean. Entering a contest doesn't make you desperate, and famous jerks don't reply to fanmail [[this I can prove.]]

So, in short terms, I'm going to enter a contest with dignity to meet Tony, who is not a jerk. Wish me luck...

Stay tuned.

If it's not one person, then it's another...

Or at least that's the theme these days! So now everything is okay between Catherine and I, but now Valentine's Day is bringing out a never-before-seen side in Caitie. And Mom. But you know. Mom is Mom and this side isn't really a surprise. Why? 'Cause she's Mom. That's why.

Mom is going through the whole, "You're too young to love anyone" phase; Caitie doesn't help sympathyzing with my whole Valentine's Day situation. I told her about it in the car, and she continues, "I have everything I could possibly want."

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Gee thanks, lady. Her dad sent her a beautiful handpainted sweater and a necklace, and she has my friend, Dane. She's such a mom on relationships, too! Recently, she said the reason I don't have a boyfriend was because I was still "at the age" where "all the boys you know are just friends". It would probably make sense if (A) Neither of us were dating, or (B) She wasn't about to enter a one-year anniversary with Dane...

And if she finds out about Luke and/or drills into me about him, I swear, I'll drop it and go insane. Now not only had she better not pull the "your to young to love" thing, but she'd better not say Luke won't work for me because he's thirteen. That is, if I even get to a first date. Or even him saying he likes me back... But that's an entry for another time... Possibly very soon. Because Dane is thirteen, too, and it would be so annoying if she pulled either of those off... Or both...

Stay tuned.

PS: I told Luke about the whole "your too young thing" with Caitie. He called her a dork. =^P

I feel like such an idiot...

No. In the past night I, did not talk to (A) Cory. Or (B) his friend [[whose name is officially Kevin]]. Which, (C) frankly is really not the biggest loss in the situation. I just had to throw in that C. The biggest loss in the situation is (A): I did not talk to Cory. On such a great opportunity. Come on; first practice, totally new... Why am I so shy? And it wasn't just Cory; if it weren't for some friendly people I'd be friendless because I'm too shy to actually reach out to other people... Well, guys anyways. Becuause Kylie, Rachel and Angelina aren't guys. And they aren't exactly unfriendly girls, either. Oh yeah. And Cory isn't a freshman, either. He's a sophomore. And he plays lacrosse [[Help me? Hurt me? Neither? Who knows.]]. And my parents are totally on my back about him. About the third thing Mom said after practice was, and I quote, "Did you talk to that Cory boy?"

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No, Mom. I did not find a valentine in Cory within the last two hours. Maybe she'd rather I ended up with Kevin. Hey, it'd be a heck of a lot easier... He's a freshman. But that would probably only aid Mom, becuase even a year before I joined, she hoped I would join a symphony and find a "cute violinist boy". I guess the fact that he plays first violin really just aids everything in this whole "sophomore bassist [[and the only one at that]] vs. freshman violinist". Oh, and they're best friends, too. That totally either hurts me. Or helps me. But almost definately hurts me.

Oh and I don't want to take music theory again. "Try it out and see if you'll like it," said Dad. Sure, that was my idea, too, till I figured out they test you on it, too. So much for just spacing out for an hour, huh? Now not only do I have to stay late, but be disoriented from, I dunno, some kind of music overdose? Oh yeah [[am I saying this too much?]], and Cory's in that class, too [["Cory stays for music theory," says Catherine... By the way, we're cool now. If I mean anything to her, she'll stop and she really seems to be making an effort =^)]]. Yeah, so isn't Cory staying afterwards another reason for me NOT to stay for music theory? I just hope it's not too late to change my mind...

Stay tuned.

Leaving for YS practice pretty soon...

...Wish me luck...

Stay tuned.

The countdown begins...

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Hmm... Maybe I secretly LIKE going insane???

Again, it's been a while, Blogger!

So all of my life, I would pray to God because I was head over heels [[right?]] for someone and I wanted to full-on bring them into my life. A lot of the time, it didn't work, but this time, well...

During the week of the YS audition, I found out I had feeling for... [[Look: Email or comment me if you want to know. But here's a quick hint: LOOK AROUND on my blog. And if you still don't get it and you want to know, email or comment me anyways.]] And Tony. And Corey [[and maybe even his best friend! =^O]] So in retrospect, my head is swimming and what's inside it is going downhill. Is that normal?

So now, my prayers have been answered... And then some. Well, actually, my prayers have been answered. So as a price, I have to pray to get myself outta my own desires! I'm also going to write a song about this... Maybe Naomi or Kay can help me out?

And guess what! Valentine's Day is coming! To bad my life's being taken by storm, huh?...

Stay tuned.

Birthday pics!

Alana sent pictures at Ned's party [[mine didn't work]]

"Thank you for your patronage"... You're frikkin welcome.


"Fancy!" XD

Alana just tries so hard to get a picture of Luke... [[Remember Luke?]]


But Luke's really just too fast for her...

Garret [[remember Garret?]]

You'll never guess!

Never guess what? That I'm playing Wii? Well... I am but...

I MADE IT IN TO ECYS!!!

And with a small twist of irony [[is it irony?]], Corey showed up right when I finished the audition. Crazy, right?...

Stay tuned.